dolce

So me and my friends went out for our usual "cupcakes adventures", where we just go to different pastry stores really .

Been somehow a tradition or like past time rather than just staying at home or at the mall.

We went to this place called Dolce, a bit uphill with a lovely view.

They're cakes/pastries are honestly incredible, had a smore cake and it was just fudge heaven in my mouth.

We practically stayed there for a while, it's a big place and not too crowded during the day.

More like an outdoor and indoor place, you can either pick to stay inside the building or by their terrace or something.

here are some pictures of what they serve and how the place looks like :)

I believe Dolce should be thankful I'm "advertising" their place. :P 

Michiko, Me & Allyson on our cupcake adventures <3

check out Michiko's blog too :)

link below

http://januarygypsy.blogspot.com/

goodbye

This is practically one of my artworks that is most sentimental and I could honestly say most emotional. 

They say there's always more to the subject of the artwork, there's always a story.

Mine is somehow sad.

Well this was suppose to be a self-portrait, though I know it looks way far from me.

At first I drew this in my room then brought it to my friends house.

He thought I was writing a letter for him but I was drawing this,

 he took my pencil and wrote whatever he wrote beside my drawing,

something concerning my insecurity about my physical aspects.

Yes, what he wrote made me happy

but we all have to face the bitter things in life sometimes.

there's always that sad truth.

so goodbye.

random summer day

So I just simply went out to the construction site, to take pictures for my Dad. 

Since we're moving out soon from our old house, they're making a new one somehow nearer to school, yey? Anyways I thought I'd put up decent pictures of my day.

Was guna go shopping but of course where the hell would I get enough money -.-

easter outing

so I went out with my relatives to this beautiful place up in the mountain, with a big pool and all.

I could say I enjoyed it, and got some pretty pictures.

HAPPY EASTER/VROLIJK PASEN EVERYONE!

out in the garden

               

            

             
 

So one day I couldn't stand just being inside the house, so obviously I went out.

not too far, just until my garden (lol). Never knew how simple things could actually look this beautiful.

Shot it around 5 til 6pm, as what photographers call it the "magic hour"

Just really happy with the results <3

typography

Found these quotes I made on my personal tumblr. Made me realize how sometimes I could be so emotional or how I could act like a smartass sometimes. 

Some of these quotes do make sense.

yes I'm no pro with typography stuff so obviously I used simple fonts.

Enjoy

ode to daddy

My dad might not be those dads who perceive father-and-daughter bonding as going shopping in the mall buying stuff for his daughter, or eating out (don't get me wrong my dad loves to eat). 

My Dad loves to take me out to the sea (typical since he's a captain), and drag me down under.

what I meant to drag me down under is scuba diving. 
My Dad got me and my brother into diving, he failed at convincing my mother and sister to do so.
My brother started at 12, while I started at 15
to make long story short, it took a while for my mom to allow me since she thought I couldn't do it since I was a girl.Pfffffft.
But to take on great adventures with your Father is fun, it's something not all father-and-daughter's could do.

room

this is what happens when I stay in my room, and lock myself up in here for two days

trust me, this is far from worse.

sigh.

forever alone in my room

i need a pet to cuddle

Depressief

I'm just guna rant on how sad I am, I won't talk on the specific situation that makes me emotionally weak because it might result to me crying while making this post. I'm just going to talk about materialistic things to keep the worse situation out of my head. I don't care if you call me shallow on being sad because of material things. It's how I channel my depression. 

So yes, I've been too busy with school I no longer really have time for myself. I wish I had enough money to go on a shopping spree because I badly need new clothes, and it's some way of rewarding myself of a day's hard work. I wish I had a smaller fit body to fit the cheap clothes they sell here. Since I'm half European, my built is bigger sigh. I wish I had a part time job, I can't wait for my first pay check, I swear to God I'll spend it on clothes and things I've been longing to want. It's tiring trying NOT to eat as much just to save money for clothes, what's sad is that the money I save in one week equals only to prolly one piece of clothing which somehow keeps me depressed. I think I'm saving for my Eurotrip, I'll buy clothes there even if they are hella expensive, at least I'll have a lot of memories with those clothes.  I hope my Dad would give me an allowance since in going to Holland, before I left he only gave me 30 euros which is really not enough to last more than a month. I wish I knew how to sew clothes though, if I could I would definitely make my own clothes and be fucking fabulous people would be jealous.lol.

Damn. when I think about it, I'm so young, I have yet so much to do besides wasting my time on schoolwork. I have to go out a lot, have a good time. But look at me right now, I'm wasting my friday night, saturday night and the whole Sunday doing schoolwork. Makes me realize that I'm such a loser, that I do not have a social life. I'm seriously wasting my youth. But I can't help it if I don't do what my parents want I don't know what would be left of me. Last night I had a crazy idea of getting a tattoo, like no lie, I really want to get one. The problem is where and who will go with me. I already got the design of the tattoo and where I want it. I wish my friend from Aussie or Wisconsin was here, I'd be happy to bring them with me while I get my first tattoo. Hopefully I'll get it before I turn 19, since I want my 18th year of existence to be badass, since I've done two things that totally is idk.lol. So the next three months, I'm guna let out my insanity

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folie

When it comes to my graphic design class I seriously have no idea what I'm doing.

So one of our work had to be a portfolio.

I think this is the best I can do, kind of makes me sad how I'm so dumb at photoshop and illustrator

Please do not mind me if I went all minimal again, I just had to find a way to keep things easy.

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