lonely days

My sleep pattern is slowly driving me crazy to be honest. I sleep at 4 am and wake up like 3 in the afternoon. 

Between those times, I usually have nothing to do, unless someone asks me to go out, but usually I'm just alone.

I'm stuck in my room for mostly the whole day, especially today.

I'm counting the days, trying to survive each one. 

There's nothing I could do but at least past the time by painting.

People would wonder why my painting effect is like falling tears,

well it's just how I channel out my emotion, just through what I make. 

It may be cliche, but I don't care, I feel comfortable that way

and it's what keeps me sane.

These paintings may not be the best ones I have, but it's for practice.

colored tears

So yeah, me and my friend were talking about this website where you can sell like simple paintings for a price you want, so I started to paint hopefully I could sell it.

Then I feel like I don't want to sell them anymore :/ they're like my babies, even if I have a lot of paintings I just want to keep all of them. sigh. and I'm thinking that selling these artwork online is not guna work out for me.

But hey you can always ask me to paint you something and I'd definitely make it for a price.lol :)

just try contacting me on facebook.

Anyways, I'm glad that at least I did something productive during summer, since all I do is lay around.

Hopefully I could make more.

<3

And the artworks are inspired by Marion Bolognesi

check her out, she's friggin awesome.

stuff i wish were in my closet

          

dolce

So me and my friends went out for our usual "cupcakes adventures", where we just go to different pastry stores really .

Been somehow a tradition or like past time rather than just staying at home or at the mall.

We went to this place called Dolce, a bit uphill with a lovely view.

They're cakes/pastries are honestly incredible, had a smore cake and it was just fudge heaven in my mouth.

We practically stayed there for a while, it's a big place and not too crowded during the day.

More like an outdoor and indoor place, you can either pick to stay inside the building or by their terrace or something.

here are some pictures of what they serve and how the place looks like :)

I believe Dolce should be thankful I'm "advertising" their place. :P 

Michiko, Me & Allyson on our cupcake adventures <3

check out Michiko's blog too :)

link below

http://januarygypsy.blogspot.com/

goodbye

This is practically one of my artworks that is most sentimental and I could honestly say most emotional. 

They say there's always more to the subject of the artwork, there's always a story.

Mine is somehow sad.

Well this was suppose to be a self-portrait, though I know it looks way far from me.

At first I drew this in my room then brought it to my friends house.

He thought I was writing a letter for him but I was drawing this,

 he took my pencil and wrote whatever he wrote beside my drawing,

something concerning my insecurity about my physical aspects.

Yes, what he wrote made me happy

but we all have to face the bitter things in life sometimes.

there's always that sad truth.

so goodbye.

random summer day

So I just simply went out to the construction site, to take pictures for my Dad. 

Since we're moving out soon from our old house, they're making a new one somehow nearer to school, yey? Anyways I thought I'd put up decent pictures of my day.

Was guna go shopping but of course where the hell would I get enough money -.-

easter outing

so I went out with my relatives to this beautiful place up in the mountain, with a big pool and all.

I could say I enjoyed it, and got some pretty pictures.

HAPPY EASTER/VROLIJK PASEN EVERYONE!

out in the garden

               

            

             
 

So one day I couldn't stand just being inside the house, so obviously I went out.

not too far, just until my garden (lol). Never knew how simple things could actually look this beautiful.

Shot it around 5 til 6pm, as what photographers call it the "magic hour"

Just really happy with the results <3